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Dorian Copperfield ([info]boy_silhouette) wrote,
@ 2008-06-18 17:50:00

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Current mood: sleepy
Entry tags:blythe, frank, henry, kain, l

Fragile!
They ssssay....stay inside. They ssssssay...we m-must move in g-g-groups...

But I am...I am t-tired of...hnnng...of hiding. Crying. I hhhave done so little. Very little. Have b-b-been a blot in the sssssunlight of...of our p-people.

Shame.

SSSuch shame.

I wish...to...to mmmake a change. In myssself. For the b-betterment of usss all. The hurts of Will, of M-Mitch, of L, of them all... I am in inner p-peril.



whats mine is yours but you cant have it
whats mine is yours but you cant have it
whats mine is yours but you cant have it
whats mine is yours but you cant have it


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[info]blind_oracle
2008-06-19 12:53 am UTC (link)
Dorian, I am not here to address you as weak or disabled, but there may be some reasoning to the suggestions of the others. I was told of your encounter with Gin. And just as you worry for others, we worry for you as well.

How would you go about making your changes?

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-19 01:00 am UTC (link)
G-Gin.....he wasss scary. He c-c-came from nowhere. And they are....they are allll the ssssame.

Hyuck

To worry....for me...is t-to worry fffor nothing at all. Shame!

FFFight? Train. For defense. Not o...otherwise. NnnnnI will not...be the first t-to strike...

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[info]blind_oracle
2008-06-19 01:06 am UTC (link)
They are all only the same if you hide yourself and refuse to learn from them. And Dorian, you are not shameful and you are not nothing. Your devotion to training yourself proves it. You are better than you admit.

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-19 06:40 pm UTC (link)
B-But they are....scary. The fffears can....b-be too much.

You sssay such...such beautiful.......words. D-Do you know...how t-t-to train me?

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[info]blind_oracle
2008-06-20 01:35 am UTC (link)
Only if you allow them to control you. You are strong and you are quite capable of overcoming these fears. You have many friends willing to support you in your growth.

I...I apologize, Dorian. That is not my area of expertise.

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-20 02:21 am UTC (link)
Your pretty...wordsss are ever sssso blunt, too.

It's okay...we will fffind ssssomeone else.

How hnnnnare you?

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(no subject) - [info]blind_oracle, 2008-06-20 09:37 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-21 12:10 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]blind_oracle, 2008-06-23 02:15 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-23 02:29 pm UTC

[info]holylance
2008-06-19 04:43 am UTC (link)
You couldn't be a blot in our sunlight if you tried, Dorian. I'd say you're one of the brightest ones here.

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[info]franksunderland
2008-06-19 06:29 pm UTC (link)
I agree with Kain, Dorian. If you want to change yourself for the better that's fine, but don't put yourself down.

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-19 06:44 pm UTC (link)
Hmmm, I wish...t-to nnnot put myself down. To be ssspirited more. As you say I-I am. I muuuust achieve! It c-comes from...from within.

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-19 06:42 pm UTC (link)
Oh, b-but thisss is in me. My insides...are sallow, are sssick. B-Brightness, it c-comes.......from within. And I mussst start there.

You mmmake me happy, though, yes...

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[info]holylance
2008-06-19 07:51 pm UTC (link)
Hmm.

I'm sure you can do it, Dorian. I'm here if you ever need help.

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-19 09:06 pm UTC (link)
Oh, yessss? Yes, c-can you......may you t-t-train me?

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[info]holylance
2008-06-19 09:12 pm UTC (link)
Of course I can! We can start whenever you'd like.

((ooc: I could use the fight scene practice anyway, harhar. x3))

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-20 01:37 am UTC (link)
Yesss! Yes, this would b-be SWELL!


{AN: Oh, yes? Sure, Dorian's only in one thread if you'd like the two of us to set up a new one. Should we leave it open for any other fighters to come in?}

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(no subject) - [info]holylance, 2008-06-20 04:58 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 01:58 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]holylance, 2008-06-20 05:19 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 06:12 pm UTC

[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-19 10:06 pm UTC (link)
[audio recording]

I wanted to say that I'm glad we spoke at length the other day, Dorian. Perhaps I'm premature in believing this, but I think we understand each other.

If worry could fuel the sun, we'd never want for light again thanks to your sentiments. However... however, I wouldn't want you to change. Because Dorian, people as good as you shouldn't.

If you did, what would the rest of us aspire to, morally speaking?

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-20 01:42 am UTC (link)
You are.... you sssay such words! It is...ever m-my fffervent hope...that mmmy sunshine is....is your sunshine. And that... *coughs*.....that your sssunshine is eternal.

You sssay... you wish I not change. I wish you nnnot too. You sssay bastard. I sssay friend. We mussst....we SHALL!...h...help one another.

Our yessterday nnnnnwas a bright day.

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[info]my_private_life
2008-06-20 02:12 am UTC (link)
You don't need to change at all, Dorian.

And you don't have anything to be ashamed of.

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-20 02:24 am UTC (link)
Nnnnone of us...need to change. But we all sssay so. We always...say so. But the only thing...th..that changes is h-how we say it.

Another word, ssstill the same.

D-Do I not? I d-do, yesss, I do. For now. But not forever.

Are you...oookay? I can rock you t-to sleep.

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[info]my_private_life
2008-06-20 05:15 pm UTC (link)
I sometimes wonder if people ever really change....

No, you don't. You... you're a good person, Dorian. And I'm happy I've been able to meet you.

I'm okay. Thanks. I've...been doing a lot of sleeping.

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-20 06:17 pm UTC (link)
FFFirst in the words....and then...in the mmind. L-Last...in the body. There c-c-can be change. B-But innn that order.

*gasp!* I-I-I am ffffilled with thankfulness that....that I m-may know you as well!

Yes, much t-to sleep. A nnnew dawn, a new thought. Granny isss always there...t-to help in t-t-times of...hnnunrest.

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[info]my_private_life
2008-06-20 06:19 pm UTC (link)
Maybe. I... I don't know.

I'm glad.

Yeah, lots of sleep. I'm...getting tired of sleeping, honestly.

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(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 06:27 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 06:31 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 06:48 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 06:52 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 08:29 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 08:33 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 08:43 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 08:45 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 09:14 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 09:16 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 09:27 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 09:32 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 09:46 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 09:50 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 09:55 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 10:02 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 10:08 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 10:14 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-20 10:37 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]my_private_life, 2008-06-20 11:18 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-21 12:11 am UTC

[info]pyro_madness
2008-06-20 11:02 pm UTC (link)
Ya don't need to change, Dorian... but I'm the same, I wanna improve, too. So yeah, improving is a good thing, just as long as you stay 'you.'

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-21 12:15 am UTC (link)
Oooh, you wisssh to improve? K-Kain and I, we want t-to train.... would you lllike to join?

Me... Me, us...we will remain!

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[info]pyro_madness
2008-06-21 09:04 pm UTC (link)
Sure, I'd like that.

Good. ;D

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[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-22 02:06 am UTC (link)
Hee! We are mmmmeeting outside...t-tomorrow. At the training sssight. C-Come when you can, okay?

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