Good Morning, Starshine

Hmmmmm.....I wwwwonder....

Riddles! Riddles....who knnows some? I t-try? Or I fail?

Still, I t-try. Even if I fffail.

( Private: Filtered to Asgard, Banru (unintentional) )

( Private: Memory )

( Private: Personal Thoughts )

I am in my marble form. Because I wrote a poem for Frank. It is best with an okay jaw, yes? So I will share it.

Judith

The simple truth is in you
The very life you owned
Away, but not!
Gone, but never!
In living, you are eternal
In loving, you are immortal
One long, wooden jar!
But you are there
Outside the jar.
Outside the jar
You are everywhere.

I fought Mitch. We kicked butt!

I feel confident. Walks are essential. The woods don't scare me. Most of the birds are nice. Not all of them. Not...some. But some are. Some, ah, yes....some are. Very much nice.

Mitch, can we fight again? Or Kain, you too?

L? Brother? Will you fight me? I won't cry. I promise!

I wr-wrote a p-p-p-poem for mmmy friends. Everyone shares. Mmmme too! I l-learned mannny new words.......fffrom Frank's books. I wish t-to share mmmy wisdom. Some say, some ssay - dumb. I hope not. I have experience....yess? D-Does thisss make me d-dumb? Not sstupid, I hope.

Mmmy poem...I try....t-to keep Koh my jaw tight. I rehearsed.

Sunshine! Lights shine!
We come from specks.
Derivativessss, filaments
Undying solar ffflares.

BOOM!

We b-burst.
Ta da.

( Private To Asgard )

( Canto XIII )

Sooooo m-much chaos....



Innn every light, a ssspark of darkness. Innn every sky....a ssun-bathed rain cloud...



B-By every winnndow, a silhouette hmmmwaiting to b-be filled...





~*~*~

K-Kain trained me! There wassss much c-crying. Before and afffter. B-But I learned. I wassssscared. Nnnnow I am weak in mind, nnnot...b-body. Fears to conquer. Shadowssss that reap...the d-day. Koh. Thank you, K-Kain.

Frank - my ffffriend! Reads to mmme. B-Books. Sssstories. I g-gain wisdom. Thoughts. Conceptssss. ...He b-believes in me. He is a g-grandest star!

My other ffffriend! L! Misssjudged. ...Now I know, he isss my friend. Has ssseen all of us, yes. And we all like him....very m-much. Especially P-Poppy, who ssstill wishes to play....dolls with him. We all like him. We share sssecrets. Secrets of passst, not of fiction.

~*~*~

PUNCH! VANILLLLA P-PUDDING!

I make b-both. All the time, and the...pudding isss to be shared. For everyone! Even...hmm....even Lina - I g-grow to like good, I grow to like heeer.

The punch issss mine. Vodka! Swell fuit! Nnnever had this fruit before... my punch. My punch! Onnnnly if you ask.

I wwwent to the...hmmm...the p-potty seat fffor the first time...in seventeen years! I was there ffor twenty-three mmminutes! I....counted. Hyuck. Mannny flushes. Pee-pee! Punch pee-pee.

They ssssay....stay inside. They ssssssay...we m-must move in g-g-groups...

But I am...I am t-tired of...hnnng...of hiding. Crying. I hhhave done so little. Very little. Have b-b-been a blot in the sssssunlight of...of our p-people.

Shame.

SSSuch shame.

I wish...to...to mmmake a change. In myssself. For the b-betterment of usss all. The hurts of Will, of M-Mitch, of L, of them all... I am in inner p-peril.

( Private: Mama )

[Eileen's voice, now with a British accent, is heard on Dorian's mic]

Well, gosh!

When they said Malfunction Day, I was hoping for more pudding to fall from the sky. That would have been nice. I don't eat a lot of food, but I liked vanilla pudding.

I am in Eileen's body. She is full of sunshine. I am not afraid. Eileen, your body smells nice. How are you? Whose body are you in? Is it a good body? I hope so.

Who has my body? Will it be tainted? This makes me sad that someone has my body. It is not well-constructed. It is frail, it will break. What if this person takes it apart? It hurts to put it back together. Do they know that?

Will they.......have a lab?

I don't want to go outside. I don't want to see the other people. It could give me a headache. I can have those now.

Eileen, I wish to go to bed. There will be safety for your body. I will cocoon it. There will always be warmth.

HMMMMMMMM!

The p-party was fuuuuull of light, of jubilance! Offff....of waaarmth and mmmerriment.

Hyuck

There were b-butterflies...in thisss color...but they were from a-another soul. They came in. They sssssaid thank you. I d-danced. The balloons were alive. Unnnnntil they fell asleep. Wilted. Unmade. Oh, OH! Oh.

Pliable, vesssspertina. You are ssssso pliable. Once earlier...once l-later. And again t-tomorrow.

I hhhhad fun, yes, friend? Yesssssssssssssss, Mitch? Yes?

( Private: Panic Over L )



*AN: All privates made on Dorian's, Blythe's, and Sal's sites are classified unhackable unless expressed otherwise.

( Private: Memories )

Yesssterday pets! T-T-Tomorrow party! Ssssso much...sssoooo much! So fun. I am ffffilled with joy! How happy I am! How happy....we are. In thisss, our first noon.

SSSSSSooooo scared!

So bad! Bad...badbadbad! Kehhhh....

And...and the sun b-broke...into a thousand stars. It BROKE! Shhhhattered!

*sniffles*

My ffffriend...my friend. Never spoke...with him. But the shadows....j-just like me.

Just like me...

( Private: Memories )

{end private}

Everyone is sooooo nice! They all ask...about my fish. I feed them...kohgh all the time. Nix went away. HsssssI can't show him m-m-my feathers. All the feathers...like the eye-eyelashes of...the sun.

P-People are so...p-p-p-p-p-peculiar. One man fornicates...with chickens. One woman eatsss all the food. Everyone thinks keh...keh keh that fish fly. They don't have wings. Besides, my window's....closed!

Does...anyone like music?

There...are fish!

Fish in my room!

I...have always l-l-liked fish. This room is nifty. Nifty! Like the disssssection of a b-butterfly. Koh I have seen neither...fish nor b-butterflies for many, mannnny eras. Always behind the glass. So much glass...

This will be...a most delightful adventure. I have...kssss...left the g-greatest shadow of all on Earth. Here come mmmmore shadows, but now...now I am the sun.